A story of the Lonely

when i went to cdo last year, i saw this taxi that everyone was talking about. in my mind,  thought," life is really hard this days"..even a taxi can describe that.

the altis taxi is a metaphor of the middle midlle class people..not so poor but not rich either..

but they look rich and so many people think they are rich. it’s funny because ones you see the real person behind that rich facae, u realize that they hardly eat just to save money!!

yah, daghan maigo but that’s the reality, especially when u are going through a stage when u wan to be independent but u can’t be yet.. and then u just eat bread in the  morning just to save ur allowance. UP students and dormers get this.

because when ur away from ur family, u can’t just text them and the money pops in rght away..

but somehow, u just look really, undeprived..cause u still spend for a YOSI, or a beer once in awhile.??and u buy all this dangling earings and lipgloss to make u presentable ateast..

it’s funny, but in life we are an altis taxi!!

i soo like to be a jean grey like now. i am so pissed of with my chauvinist men like now.. i can’t belive that i would meet one during my summer job in cdo..that asshole, he thinks he is soo good in all the stuff that he does..he can’t even tell that a GLUE has RESIN…what kind og architecture student is that.that asshole!!!

my god, and to think i thought he was so good to me..

Men are so dominering.They think that they can outwit women in everything.

well, the truth is that it doesn’t matter. whether they like it or not, there wiil always be a women who will be more intelligent than them..and it would be their downfall!!

i just love to see chauvinist men fall!!! especially when they fall because of a woman!!

if i would be able to do i thing likethat i would be very happy. ide feel like a phoenix if u know what i mean. i don’t want to be a jean grey. she is so weak. she’s like one of those pretty fairy tale princess who need a prince to save their ass from an evil step mother. i hate those girls, even if i admit that i wish i was Ariel when i was 6. Those damsel in distress girls just pissed me off. why can’t sleeping beauty tell that the apple she was eating had poison? i mean,on those times, poisons where not odorless. and cinderella had to have a  Da vinci to help her unlock the doors(im talking about the not animated one), and (forgive me for insulting my hero) but ariel had erik to save her from that evil octupus!!!!

what the heck..i wish there where more women who would be less dependent to this "heroic" attitude that men are portraying!!!

shut up wolverine!!you didn’t save the world from evil phoenix. infact i doubt if wolverine was a man or a women. considering that he was made…u know what i mean??

last word, U CHAUVINIST DRAFTSMAN!!!GET A GRIP, YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW THAT THERE IS SUCH THING AS A TRANSPARENT WATERCOLOR AND A OPAQUE!!!QUIT BRAGGING ABOUT UR DAMN AWARDS!!!!!—–NOW A DAYS, U DON’T NEED EM, DON’T U KNOW,THEY PRIORITIZE GOOD LOOKING PROFESSIONALS NOW A DAYS…—–CAN’T U GET THE MEANING OF THE STRESSTABS ADD????

i cannot belive that the spurs got dethroned. i love the spurs…especially tim duncan.. he reminds me of my frend in high school Lee who was a basket ball varsity..and had really stinky foot odor… nevertheless, i still think he was really cute even though he stinks. and to think he was really huge, cute is not the right adjective to describe him..

but anyway, but to see spurs die like that against Dallas was really sad. it was like seeing a king in his tattered underwear..(wohooo, im so the Emperor’s new Groove right now!). but yahm it was kinda like that. i love the spurs or shall i say, i love tim duncan..he’s cute..

or is this just my froidan lip for having a crush on my Lee friend? nah, i think ill stick to the " just being a fanatic of duncan"..

but anyway, eventhough they were dethroned and that the clippers did not make it to the semi finals,, im still happy that miami made it..eventhough i know that they will be crushed by the pistons (which is not a new fact!!)…

do you that feeling na u don’t want to see that stupid face of someone again because u might remember all the horrible things u have done.. i mean u just don’t want to see how stupid u have been for tolerating his attitude then because u just want to see him be a little more sane??

yah well… that just how i feel right now..i hate to admit that i was really tolerating this person then to make him sane only to find out that instead of me making him sane, he was actually making me insane..

what the hell.

and that i had to really defriend him cause i hate to see his EEEWWW face…

he sucks man!!!

this really insane person!!!

he sucks!!!!

he sucks!!!!

in life there are heartaches, there are regrets and there are realizations. after everything that i went through last year, i realized that everything has a purpose. and that purpose is something to look forward to while i keep on walking against the stampede of life.

even if i made decisions that i should not have done, i know that making that decision is just part of letting things work for me and letting the so called learning be part of me..

and so i am back on track..

and so i am playing the song the i want to play again..

and so i am waking up in the morning with the a smile; happy to be in a spot where i want to be..

and so i know i regret things…

but i cherish moments..

anyway.. in life, that’s just it!!!

It’s hard to remember how it felt before
Now I found the love of my life
Passes things, get more comfortable
Everything is going right

And after all the obstacles
It’s good to see you now with someone else
And it’s such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
After all that we’ve been through
I know we’re cool
I know we’re cool

We used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain

Remember Harbor Boulevard
The dreaming days where the mess was made
Look how all the kids have grown, oh
We have changed but we’re still the same
After all that we’ve been through
I know we’re cool
I know we’re cool

Yeah, I know we’re cool

And I’ll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me
Circles and triangles
And now we’re hanging out with your new girlfriend
So far from where we’ve been
I know we’re cool
I know we’re cool

C-cool, I know we’re cool
I know we’re cool