addicted to virtual reality
I guess if I would be diagnosed with a psychological sickness it would be addiction. I am a self- confess addict with virtual realities. And because of this, I sometimes become anti-social.
My addiction started when I had a relationship with Kyo. The universe made way for the things for us and we had fun being a couple, a virtual couple. Yes, I would consider him a part of my real relationship because I really like him then. In fact, I sort of drained out when we finally broke it off. But the thing is when you are in a virtual relationship, you rarely see the guy and that makes him really mysterious.
The things that make someone attractive are the things that you haven’t discovered yet. These are the times that you asked several questions. And create several characters in him that you would rather see. And then he becomes really fancy. And then he becomes the perfect person for you.
I am addicted to these things; things that I would rather dream and create than deal with.
My fear with real people is the fact that they are real. And sometimes, I don’t want to meet them because real people have real attitudes and characters.
Virtual realities are so defined. It is like reading a psychology book where one person’s character is defined: obsessed, anorexic, psycho..
And I would rather be well defined than be scattered into different personalities.
